But for me change scares me. Probably the most in life. I like things to stay the same. Sudden change does not do good things for me. I like things to be explained to me if they change. Explained in a way that I might be able to be ok with the change. Well, that is not how it always is. When I was in college I went through some change pretty quickly. And I still don't have all the answers I want. One day I hope to have those answers but as for right now, I just gotta hang tight. The change happened I gotta let go and move on. But if you know me you know I don't let go very easy.
Letting go is a whole different subject but I would like to touch on it because lately I have had experiences where I have had to let go. I know by no mean I am qualified to tell you about any of these things. But this is just from my own experiences. Letting go is also a good thing. It goes right along with change. In order for things to change you must also let go of something. I am not going to share my experiences with you, because I believe that those can be kept to myself. And I am here just to give advice not sprout out my life. But have you ever loved something so much and once you don't have it anymore and it is gone you realize how much you love it? Well, let it go. If you want happiness let things go. But if you can't go a day without thinking about it, then don't let it go in the first place. But there are people out there who give up everything for us to be happy.
The last thing I wanna touch on is dreams. I recently received a letter from a friend out on his mission, about how he wanted to be a teacher more than anything. But he doesn't want to support a family on a teachers salary. Well, I wrote him right back and told him to not even worry about supporting a family. I told him as long as he kept the Lord as his focus and kept paying his tithing everything would fall into place. Now that doesn't mean that he won't have to experience change or letting go. But he needs to chase his dreams and do something he wants to do.
If any one of you are in love, go after it. Chase it! If love is your dream chase it! I have dreams as I am sure everyone does. So go after them. Live them!
Sorry if this seems so jumbled it is 1:00 am. But that is what I have really wanted to say for some time. I love all you! Have a great night!
